Watching your pale skin
memorizing every curve
Craving to touch you
Craving to be deep within
But I dare not to end your sleep
for it could also mean you'd leave sooner
In the middle of the day
suddenly I realize
Amidst of your thoughts
your humming the only sound you make
Watching your proud silhouette
remembering every detail
Yearning to kiss you
Yearning to hold your hand
But I dare not to cause you more harm
for it could also mean you'd be sadder
How could I ever turn my thoughts unto a stream of coherent words
for I fear, my dear,
for I fear they'd just be hollow and miss the point by miles
I'm not so good with words and oftentimes just stagger
And if I'd give my heart to you, what would you do with it
for I fear, my dear,
for I fear that even more terrifying, than just crushing it
would be the thought of your utter lack of action
But I know
And I believe
You don't deceive
Oh how I love you, even the thought of knowing you makes me pray
And as the tears fill my eyes, a smile on my lips
for I'm so awestruck, it's a priviledge to hold you in my arms
I love you my dear, you fill my heart with joy.
(c) Ari Piiroinen